i’ve never felt this close to anyone in my entire life. there’s a special kind of feeling you get when you’re next to someone and realize that your breathing is synchronized, your hands are intertwined, your head is on his chest and you can hear his heartbeat. it makes me feel complete. when he’s able to tell you everything, and gets emotional about his past. when you’re able to tell him anything, and know that he’s listening. it’s just all these little things that are adding up to the big things. just sitting on his bedroom floor, listening to music, wrapped together under a blanket, talking about everything, for two hours straight and never once running out of things to talk about. i never even dreamed i would ever be this happy. but now that it’s real, i never want it to end.